Sira had never sat anywhere but the floor. The yellowish sofa in her new grandmother’s
apartment felt soft on her tiny bottom.
She bounced her body and heard springy sounds coming from under
her. Soles of her feet glided on the
rough weaves of the dark green carpet.
She noticed a large stain in front of her where the threads had
hardened. In the corner of the room was
a square box that had colorful moving pictures in it and funny sounds came from
it. Sira’s eyes stayed glued to this new
magical box and she was hooked. She
didn’t notice over several weeks when her parents left, when they returned and
danced jubilantly in turn when each had found a job. Within months Sira left her new chubby jovial
grandmother to move into a new apartment her parents secured.
The first time Sira stepped onto the school yard, her eyes
grew wider and wider as she took in all the playground equipment, basketball
hoop, swings and slides, clean and paved open space to run around in. She sat in the classroom on a chair attached
to a desk and admired the beautiful clothes on all the children around her
unaware, that she was causing discomfort to them with her stares that were held
too long. Her grandmother and aunt had
given her two new dresses and Sira wore them with extra care. She sat carefully and deliberately to avoid
any wrinkles and controlled her strong urge to play on the swings to avoid it
from getting dirty. When teachers came
into the classroom one by one to teach their respective subjects, she regarded
them with awe. She carefully watched
their mouths move not understanding a word that came out them.
Over the next few days and weeks, Sira found friends who
could speak her language. They
introduced her to new words in English which she soaked up thirstily for more. She went home excited to share her new words only
to be greeted with disappointment of facing an empty home. Her mother worked the evening shift at a
hotel while her father worked at a construction site during the day and in an
ethnic restaurant at night. Sira
celebrated her 11th birthday in her lonely apartment after school
over a slice of stale bread. Grandmother
had promised to stop by but never showed up.
Sira turned on the magic box and watched an animated cat chase a mouse
around, momentarily forgetting her loneliness.
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